Such a hassle

You don't know the half of it

Wow that hits home when I get in my down days

That's exactly what being depressed feels like. Most accurate description I've read in my entire life.

Even at my darkest moments, I still don't wanna die
But it's not bc of my fear of death or the uknow, it's bc of the pain I will leave behind
The suffer and hollow, everything that's once buried deep insides my soul will then be exposed and all the people I love will have to take those pains
I don't wanna die. I want to be wiped off the existence
Everything I have, everything I am
All will be gone

This hits way too close to home

This..