Classic case of mixed feelings

Yeah, it's heavenly hell, but don't worry it gets worse :)

I'm bipolar depressive. I could be happy all day until I either see something or have someone say something to me.
Examples of Down Days: having dreams of my dead sister
Saw a kitten I couldn't keep
Someone called my hair nappy even though I washed it that morning.
Just little things can affect my whole day and I can't help it