Ask yourself this question

I'm doing nothing for others. If you do something for someone, they won't be grateful, they'll expect more. That's the way people are; they're little more than stray animals. The best thing that could happen to this world is a fucking plague taking out 75% of the population.

Disappointing my parents so my siblings look better by comparison, ay

legally stealing their money because possessions don't matter in the afterlife.