I think about that anytime I’m driving or doing something dangerous.

We call these tvångstankar in Swedish. Compulsive thoughts. I fight them nearly constantly...

for anyone interested, it translates to "the call of the void"

This is why I surround myself with my friends. I feel like I want to do something absolutely horrifyingly stupid, I announce it, and my friends slap the back of my head and tell me why it's a terrible idea

Ive been waiting for this to pop back up