Ideal gift

Although most of my birthdays have been that way so far, it would actually be nice having to do/plan something for my next birthday

See, I want a party- just once as an adult. I’ve never had a surprise party, and the last birthday party I had was when I was 10. I want to feel truly celebrated and special. I think that would be awesome.

I absolutely hate my birthday because it's the same week as American thanksgiving. Last year it was on the same damn day as thanksgiving. People ignoring the fact it's my birthday would be fine. People making me celebrate it with them would be fine. Having your family be around at that time and it being in the middle ground of half hearted don't actually give a shit but have to half ass try something because we are in the same place just ain't cool man