You dead in his heart

No joke about 5 years ago (idk could have been 4 or 6 w/e I don't keep track), we had Thanksgiving with my dad and my step mom and all my step brothers on their side (I have an other step dad but my mom divorced him, it gets complicated) and my half sisters were there... my step-mom got super emotional and was like... this is the last Thanksgiving we'll ever all have together. She was right. One step brother in prison, one half sister in college, the other doing god knows what, step mom now working, dad thinking about saying fuck it and going absolute mountain man, other step bro driving all across the country trying to make deadlines without taking meth... then me... just maxing.