You know when you read a cheesy, romantic novel and you're just overwhelmed with joy and happiness? So you try to do the same thing cause you're a loveable human being.
But instead of feeling romantic and lovely, you just feel suicidal.
OMYGOD THIS IS EXACTLY IT LOL
I am dyslexic some of you may know.
See my dyslexia is not the movie version. You know the letters flipped around and shit. No mine is my brain is just to fast. I think and such so much faster than I should. My hands and mouth just can't keep up.
So I tend to miss use a word like than and then or to and too and I will try to say something but it comes out wrong usually it will make me sound like I'm being mean or not telling the truth because I always take long pauses when I speak. And I tend to get really messed up if people try to correct me on what I said or how I said it.
Let's put it this way imagine putting a V8 in a model T lol it will run like hell but it will shake to shit. Lol that is me.
So all my speech and writting comes out like a duller or harsher version of what I ment.
I will stop reading and look up a word that I don't know. I have a pretty large vocabulary compared to the people I know but I can't spell very well. My wife has the ability to spell just about any word that I ask her , gets annoyed sometimes, but she has to ask me what a word means. lol. Works out pretty well. I had a friend that was held back as a kid in school because he had dyslexia and was considered retarded (I know the term retard has been changed, but that was what was used back then) the guy is smart as a whip. I am glad that dyslexic people are treated way,way different than they were when I was a kid.
But instead of feeling romantic and lovely, you just feel suicidal.
I am dyslexic some of you may know.
See my dyslexia is not the movie version. You know the letters flipped around and shit. No mine is my brain is just to fast. I think and such so much faster than I should. My hands and mouth just can't keep up.
So I tend to miss use a word like than and then or to and too and I will try to say something but it comes out wrong usually it will make me sound like I'm being mean or not telling the truth because I always take long pauses when I speak. And I tend to get really messed up if people try to correct me on what I said or how I said it.
Let's put it this way imagine putting a V8 in a model T lol it will run like hell but it will shake to shit. Lol that is me.
So all my speech and writting comes out like a duller or harsher version of what I ment.