oh my god, I thought i was the only one to constantly blush when talking to anyone.
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back when I first joined, a few accounts ago, I was an absolute mess when it came to anything social.
I don't blush nearly as much as I used to because I made some friends somehow (mostly by joining discord servers about my interests, and I had someone randomly challenge me to a Pokémon battle, just over a year ago (and she introduced me to my current best friend)).
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I honestly thought I'd end up more like OP, and although I'm still mostly mute (irl and sometimes online), I occasionally speak and it's not nearly as awkward as before.
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back when I first joined, a few accounts ago, I was an absolute mess when it came to anything social.
I don't blush nearly as much as I used to because I made some friends somehow (mostly by joining discord servers about my interests, and I had someone randomly challenge me to a Pokémon battle, just over a year ago (and she introduced me to my current best friend)).
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I honestly thought I'd end up more like OP, and although I'm still mostly mute (irl and sometimes online), I occasionally speak and it's not nearly as awkward as before.