): everyone is special. Just because you aren't special to these kinds of people doesn't mean you maybe have a quiet observer that you mean the world to
Please don't think like that - keep believing, and don't let someone who really doesn't matter make you sad. I've been let down and abandoned by people who I thought were my best friend, and I theirs (I posted my original comment from experience :/), but they don't matter because I have one friend who is the best person I know. I like to think of her as my true friend rather than a best friend, and I like to think there's a true friend out there for everyone - I've discovered mine, but you just haven't bumped into yours yet, is all :)
Unfortunately, yes. But I guess that doesn't really matter to me. There is so emphasis on the "Oh, alright" like others may percieve when I say it. I simply express, oh, okay and make sure I don't ever make anybody feel this way.
In 4th grade I had a crush on this girl and she was sexy and beautiful. She was always helping me because I was an idiot back then (and I still am) and I loved her. The next year I asked her out and she said,"I don't think my parents will approve." I almost cried because it took the whole summer to work up the nerve.
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Alright. I'll just wallow in my room.
Oh well, you love her, and you've got the internet.