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My worst fear . . . I don't know. There's plenty of things I fear and the thought of all of them are horrifying, but I'm not sure which is the worst.
I've always been attracted to reincarnation. I like the idea of souls and of being reborn, having a fresh start. Kind of exhausting, but nice.

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another drama class and I remember seeing their version of the play and I think they did better overall, but we had better individual characters. Plus, the girl who had the same character as me didn't have nearly as good of a costume as mine. In other words, she wasn't a badass karate hooker.
Hopefully it's the flu and not cancer or something. (I'm sure if you looked up your symptoms it would tell you that you have two days to live or something.)
Yeah, you do sound intimidating. Oh well, I'm sure the "creepy" thing will die out again. Besides, I'm sure most of the people who call you creepy are actually a lot more freaky themselves (that's how it works sometimes).
Exactly what I was thinking of. Plus I wouldn't want to murder an innocent baby. Maybe if I saved Merope his life would be different. He still wouldn't love anyone or anything, but he might not murder animals or people either. But there's still the possibility of someone worse rising to power.
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I'm having to use three messages just to get my entire comment across. That's a bit excessive.
Exactly! It's like that with just about any movie though, not just horror movies. That's why if I'm watching something on the TV or on the computer, I just mute the sound when it gets too intense and I always calm way down. I haven't watched a horror movie in forever though. I always have to have someone to freak out with in order to watch a horror movie, otherwise it's no fun.
The play wasn't so great, it was just fun. I was supposed to be intimidating which is hard when you're my size and almost everyone around you is taller. But I always feel big despite being trapped in my short body, and that helped.
I do that too. My subconscious always memorizes things if I repeat them enough but it just takes my conscious mind a while to catch up.
Well, luckily, everyone who didn't care had relatively small parts so it wasn't that big of a deal. But there was another drama class and I

Don't worry, it'll be over soon enough and then you'll applaud yourself at getting over your first heartbreak without going insane.
French Kiss was made in 1995. Like I said, I don't usually like romantic comedies, but Meg Ryan's character is funny in that one.
I think better when I'm moving (whether I'm walking or in a car), so there will always be random moments when I just start pacing the house and I imagine I would get such an impulse if I were to cuddle with anyone. Which is why I can only cuddle with my dog (a beagle and Basset mix) when I'm about to sleep, but he rarely wants to cuddle. And when he does, I always wake up in the middle of the night all sweaty and hot.
. . . Yeah, I would already be out of there if I were you. I'm too much of a sissy to handle any Children of the Corn type of things going on. I can barely handle going to the bathroom in the middle of the night when nothing's going on.
Good point. But I should probably tone it down because I'm having to use three

Good point. Just depends on the circumstances.
There's just too many other things going on that affect kids to ensure that yours will turn out good. I mean, there's the media and peer pressure and so much other shit going on that it's impossible to tell. People just deal with things differently.

Well, being honest isn't the problem, it's just how she handled being honest. If she said it differently, then it would be perfect. But, as I said, calling your kid a trollop? That sounds like the type of insult I'd throw at a fellow classmate once they pissed me off too much, which isn't good considering I'm a child and not an adult. Besides, most kids face bullshit from their peers everyday, so it's not like they're completely oblivious. Anyways, my point is, I'd never insult my child like how some kid or bully from their school would, which is why I disliked it.

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as you said (seriously the best description ever).
Sorry about your flakes. Not everyone was like that, but I could tell that a lot of people weren't putting in their all. It was annoying.
Same here. I have a short attention span so I'm always doing five million things at once. . . . But I hope you feel better. I hope it turns out to just be a cold and you can feel better after a few days of feeling like shit.
They saw you as a creep? That's weird. Why do you think they saw you as a creep?
Anyways, if I went back to when Voldemort was a young Tom Riddle . . . I'm not sure I would kill him. There's so many possible outcomes to the future and that'd be a petty big thing to change and who knows what would happen? Maybe someone even worse than Voldemort would result out of my killing him.
I would be in Room 101 after two days, probably. God, I don't even want to imagine what would happen then.
My teacher said a similar thing the other day.

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Yeah, if you were the same person with a different face, I would've given up on this conversation long ago (or I would've kept up with it out of politeness, but my messages would have gotten shorter and shorter whereas they're now getting longer and longer. I write way too much).
Very true. I've noticed that while I watch horror movies too. The scariest part is always when there's the loud, suspense music and the creaking of floorboards and I always feel a bit relieved when we see the killer and when we know whoever's about to die because the suspense is over (as awful as it sounds).
I feel like that sometimes too. It might be because I only accomplish any real, good work when I'm procrastinating. That's how I came up with my costume, which was awesome despite looking distinctly hooker-ish. I had about three hours before the play and I was like, "Oh shit, gotta get something together!" But it turned out awesome . . . like a badass karate hooker, as you said (seriou

" . . . After a time, you would forget. First, you would forget his chin, and then his nose, and after a while, you would struggle to remember the exact color of his eyes, and one day you wake up and, pfft, he's gone: his voice, his smell, his face. He will have left you. And then you can begin again." — French Kiss
Cheesy as romantic comedies are, I love that one. Meg Ryan has some really funny parts. Anyways, replace all the "he" and "his" with "she" and "her", then that'd be good for you.
I love teddy bears! I still have all mine from when I was kid (well they're actually stuffed elephants and dinosaurs). I'm a horrible cuddler though, I'm too fidgety and I only cuddle with my dog when I'm about to fall asleep.
Yeah, if you're having dreams of being happy together you're clearly not over her quite yet. But you'll get there, just give it time. . . . I'm also sorry that you live in a house surrounded by haunted woods. But it sounds like you're dealing with it better than I would.

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everyone was forced to play a part. But I had fun because I was supposed to play this badass chick who beats up a group of new kids who are a bunch of whimps. It was fun. Although I think I looked like hooker in my outfit (but that just made it more fun).
Sorry about your sickness. Water's always good for cleansing everything out. . . . But how are you so productive when you're sick? I hope you get better soon. Have you been to the doctor? (Man, I sound like your mother or something.)
Now I wanna play Hannibal. Like I said, the evil ones are always the most fun. Especially when they have awesome lines like that.
Escaping into a book sounds awesome, but I'd also have to deal with Voldemort and Sauron and the like if I went to those worlds . . . oh well, it's worth it.
As for 1984, I would be put into the Ministry of Love immediately just because I can't keep my big mouth shut.
Yeah, if I were using logic about death and stuff, I can see why that'd be unnerving.

Well, don't hate her. If you hate her then you'll never get over her. Just learn to accept what she did, throw some shit to let out your feelings, and then move on. That seems like the best move.
And, no I don't have other means of talking. Sorry. But you don't have to explain if you don't want other people seeing, I completely understand.
You're welcome. Thanks for being interesting. It's exhausting talking to the same person just with different faces day after day after day.
I think once you face your fears and deal with them and survive, then it's not scary anymore. And if you're dealing with it in the moment and it's no longer scary, then I think it's because you realize the build up or wait of this particular fear was so much worse than how it actually is. Maybe that's why it's not scary when you're actually on stage, but it is when you're behind the scenes.
We did this lame little play. Most people didn't even really try because drama was a required class and everyone was

So they could build on that . . . damn, I love Castle.

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Emotions are still stupid to me. It annoys me when people are hurt by logic (which sounds awful, but it's true). Especially since half the time when I use logic, that hardly represents whatever I feel. I mean, I understand people wanting affection and proof that I'm "human" and stuff, but I hate that.
ANYWAYS, people are strange. I really can't understand how some of them survive day-to-day life.

I'm sorry. That sucks. But, it doesn't sound like she was a good girlfriend so it was probably best for you to get out of that relationship. What was the dream about? (Feel free not to answer if it's too personal.)
No, you're not dull. You're pretty interesting.
I did a play last year and I had a blast doing it, but when opening night came up, I was a bit nervous. But I plowed through and was pretty awesome, if I say so myself (haha, just kidding). The nerves gave me a bit of an adrenaline rush though, so that was fun. Besides, pretty much everyone was nervous that night and I did better after that first scene.
Yeah, it's around that time for the flu and colds and such. You should lie down and sleep and drink some soup or something. I don't know, do what people do when they're sick. Take antibiotics and stuff. (And I'm sure you were still an excellent Hannibal Lecter.)
The whole world IS off. I think it's time to go live in Hogwarts or Middle-Earth or Narnia. Somewhere awesome.

Same here . . . wasn't Castle's dad involved in the CIA or something?

Ah, okay. I was just a bit confused. :)

I was just thinking that. But Rory has light brown hair and not blonde hair, so that's a bust. But Amy does have red hair like Kim.

But I don't know how accidental conception would be possible.

I've been debating the idea myself and the only way it seems possible is through accidental conception.

Yeah, otherwise I'd be really scared to know that firemen like to take random breaks for selfies while saving people's lives.
"HELP, OH MY GOD, HELP! I'M STUCK!"
"It's alright ma'am, just hang on there. We'll get you o—wait! I love this wallpaper, it's the perfect background for a SELFIE!"

You need to talk to me and need to know where I live? Sorry, I'm not about to go and give my location to a bunch of random people on the Internet where a bunch of other random people on the Internet can see. But I'll tell you this: I live on a continent.
Anyways, why do you need to talk to me?

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Logic is always the best in making decisions (in my opinion) and I get annoyed with people who make choices based on feelings rather than logic (with the exception of the rare situation where feelings would be better than logic).
It's not really if someone made a mistake or not seeing as it would have to be a pretty big mistake to upset me, but just when people are for/against something or some such based on absolutely idiotic reasons.

Hey, it wasn't a fail joke. Just a cheesy one, and I like cheese.
Sorry. That sounds awful. (I would say something like, "She doesn't deserve you!" but that's way too cliché for me, plus I hardly even know you.)
Yes, that's how I feel around people all day long. They're all just so dull and I haven't found a good, interesting person in ages.
I don't really have a FEAR of public speaking, I just get a bit nervous when I have to talk in front of a large group of people (mostly when I'm unfamiliar with that group of people). But some of the most confident people I know have this problem sometimes, so I doubt it's a fear. And it's only when I'm presenting a project or something, every other time I'm fine.
You got to play Hannibal Lecter? That sounds awesome. The evil characters are always the most fun to play. Same here, intelligence has to be the best quality I have and if I'm stupid, I'm not left with much.
Exactly, and I feel like most people don't realize that. It's annoying.