Xvarnah

xvarnah


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Everybody Turn and Cough. Everything Will Be Alright If You Just Lay Off (MusicSubstance) 88 comments
xvarnah · 3 weeks ago
You're not piling things on me, I'm just an extremely low-energy and flaky person. It's never a personal thing, but it always upsets people, or makes them insecure, and I dislike causing that haha
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I appreciate you trying to look out for me. I'll be alright, so don't worry about me. Just look after yourself right now :)
Everybody Turn and Cough. Everything Will Be Alright If You Just Lay Off (MusicSubstance) 88 comments
xvarnah · 3 weeks ago
Money is always a problem that needs fixing. It'll sort out one way or the other
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it makes sense to me. You don't see it as heroic - you were looking after the woman who looked after you, who you loved. These people likely aren't a huge part of your daily life, and many of them probably barely know you, but they're invading a very personal aspect of it all of a sudden.or maybe I'm way off.
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I honestly hate funerals, and I can only imagine it must be awful standing there while people you barely ever talk to say things like that. Then again I'm not a people person. It is good if it was a nice service, though. And that it is over with. In my experience things like that can sometimes feel like a weight just looming. So much planning to get them done. Not saying it's bad to have them, but now it's done, and that's one step out of the way. Perhaps bringing you closer to having time for grieving or closure without so much pressure and stress.
Everybody Turn and Cough. Everything Will Be Alright If You Just Lay Off (MusicSubstance) 88 comments
xvarnah · 4 weeks ago
I don't really know much about how discord works. I'm not on it much but if you want to message me you can? I warn you I'm horrible at keeping up with people though haha. Especially right now. Tends to bother people so I prefer to just be up front about it
Everybody Turn and Cough. Everything Will Be Alright If You Just Lay Off (MusicSubstance) 88 comments
xvarnah · 4 weeks ago
They're okay. Some bruising and cuts. The money is going to be a. Bigger issue than the rest, but that's a different day. It's only just starting to sink in what happened I think - they were riding the adrenaline or shock, but a day or two later and they're starting to actually feel it.
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I imagine that's more or less what you're going through, too. You're in survival mode, but once your brain has a chance to breathe I imagine it will get harder. At least you're aware of it, and have some time to set up some safety nets when the crash hits. Will have to give yourself time to grieve when it does come
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Being able to go home is a definite silver lining. I imagine that will make things much easier on you moving forward. And hopefully you'll be able to get some sleep too
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There's a lot of shit going on right now. Which is part of why I don't have the energy for this site.
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Everybody Turn and Cough. Everything Will Be Alright If You Just Lay Off (MusicSubstance) 88 comments
xvarnah · 4 weeks ago
I wish I knew more about that kind of shit to offer you advice or help in some way.
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Family can be a blessing and a curse when shit hits the fan. I hope your sister is still getting along with you okay
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How are you? How is your nephew?
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I didn't really intend to fall off this website. Lately it's been draining more energy than it's giving back to me
Everybody Turn and Cough. Everything Will Be Alright If You Just Lay Off (MusicSubstance) 88 comments
xvarnah · 4 weeks ago
Sorry I meant to reply to this sooner. Someone I know was in a car accident day before yesterday and things have been a bit hectic.
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Someone from this site made a discord awhile back? I've never really used it much though technically I think I'm a member
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Lol. I don't even know who has tagged me tbh. Funsub will only load the top 14 most recent tags for me for some reason and the rest is blank
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As for feeling relieved - that doesn't make you a shitty person. The situation was painful for you, it was painful for her. Relief is the natural response to something like that coming to an end. You're not relieved a bout her death, you're relieved that at least that part of the suffering is over. You can grieve and be relieved at the same time
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Everybody Turn and Cough. Everything Will Be Alright If You Just Lay Off (MusicSubstance) 88 comments
xvarnah · 4 weeks ago
I don't really know what brought me back to this website tonight, but I guess now I do.
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I'm more or less okay. I'm sorry I made anyone worry. It's Been a rough however long, and been trying to deal with some shit that's really not important.
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Are you okay? I imagine you're not... Are you alone? Do you have someone there with you?
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Fresh Baked Berry Muffins (this is sfw but it's just a plate of muffins) 22 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
Lol. It's probably been close to a year since I've made muffins, so you might be (just a tad)
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Put on the mask 50 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
I do sincerely appreciate your concern, though. The site has been very political and dark lately it seems, and that was a nice thing to see.
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Faith not restored, but when the zombies finally join the apocalypse, you'll not be one of the ones I trip as I make my escape
[^I'm somewhat incapable of having most conversations without making jokes btw, don't mind me]
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Put on the mask 50 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
@cryoenthusiast that is quite kind of you tbh.
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It's not really meant to be about me specifically. When I say people don't have any interest in listening, I mean to just about anyone who doesn't appear to be completely gung-ho on the enforced mask thing. It doesn't matter what they (or I) actually put into words - people always take what you've said, twist it to mean what they WANT you to be saying, and then demolish the entire conversation in the process.
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There seems no way around it.
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I just find it disappointing, hypocritical, and tedious at this point. And I'm honestly tired of even attempting to talk about it, BUT I also have limited self control, and constantly [stupidly] rejoin the fray haha. Definition of insanity I suppose
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Put on the mask 50 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
I never once said any of the things you are accusing me of saying that I can recall. I never even agreed or disagreed with you. I merely said that was an interesting stance to take.
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I would task you to go back through my comments here and provide me with the citations if you would be so kind.
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But to address your final point.. If I were to start demanding the entire population cater to my personal health issues at all times, the list of things people wouldn't be allowed to do or use would be probably about as long as this comment thread.
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Once again not voicing a stance on the masks at this time, but I will say: I survived when there were only masks for the healthcare workers. And people were taking this virus a lot lighter back then in most places I went
Put on the mask 50 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
I don't know if you're asking that mockingly or in a genuine fashion.
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If serious: you'd have to elaborate. Everyone would fear the way other people react when they're afraid - depending on the situation. People do very horrifying things when they have fear to motivate them.
Wrong coordinates 5 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
Never wheat shredded eat
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reeeeee 15 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
You mean like not quoting someone or giving them accredation because you have deemed them an unworthy human being? Yeah, filtering shit is a bitch.
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That said, I am not going to debate the entire history of men and women and back to the two amoebas in a pool.
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The entire way they sold the film was "wahman power;" they did interviews about the key or lead fucking misogynist; hey completely decimated many popular characters in the process, and they told you - repeatedly and LOUDLY - in the press that ANYONE who didn't enjoy this bullshit and screech for more was a woman hating incel. So, I genuinely don't give a good goddamn if they have to lay in the bed they made.
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They want fairness and equality? They get to play by the rules they force on everyone else, and reap the same consequences. What's good for the goose.
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reeeeee 15 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
Please don't be honest, we have no choice but to internalize it and hurt our own feelings, and then project that hurt onto you
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Put on the mask 50 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
People you know who have respiratory issues can stay at home all the time and have no issues wearing masks, therefore that's the reality for everyone, is an... interesting take, I'll give you that
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Take the W and raise that boy right 11 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
Good
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One of those moods 7 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
Well I guess I can never deny that your username checks out in the future lol
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Cardboard kids armor 9 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
Don't get me wrong - it's damn HARD work. I was never much good at it. But cardboard suits are very very common in the cosplay community haha.
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It's a bit of a nest of vipers, but you'd be hard pressed to find the level of ingenuity involved in making most of those really impressive costumes look authentic
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I actually remember seeing someone make a full on (and fairly realistic) wonder woman breastplate out of a yoga mat.
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Put on the mask 50 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
That would require way more thought process. And most of the people I've encountered are willing to give the issue a grand total of half an hour of their time, and then their mind is made up for the entirety of their existence.
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The fact that you can write off what I've said as "self persecution" - the fact that you think this is about ME at all - really just proves my point.
Put on the mask 50 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
I was using the downvotes as an example. I literally said people I have interacted with respond this way as well. Given that there are consistent examples of anyone exuberantly agreeing with mask laws being given upvote on this same thread, the data suggests it is not random and irrelevant.
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And, once again, I don't CARE about the downvotes. They mean nothing. I don't know how else to say that if you're going to make up your mind that they do matter. That is, however, missing the point entirely.
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Ignore the downvote section. Obliterate it from your mind. Nothing else in my comment changes.
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Also: not once did I mention a conspiracy. I don't think people are rubbing their hands together and meeting in dark corners to discuss all the ways to "persecute" people who disagree with them.
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Pan crust salmon roll 9 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
sushza?
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Margaret 4 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
Got her mixed up with Margaret Atwood at first and couldn't figure out what in hell Atwood had done
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Pan crust salmon roll 9 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
No no no
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Cardboard kids armor 9 comments
xvarnah · 8 weeks ago
I mean, that's pretty much cosplay 101 lol. Then you start gluing on Styrofoam or whatever, and then paint, and voila
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