Hope you took devilsballsack offer. I just want to say that you can tell us ANYTHING, anything seriously, and we will do our best to understand. We don't know each other irl but fs is like a big family and every member is important, and I speak for everyone here if I say we don't want you to hurt yourself. If it's the little sparkle you need, just take a second to think that you matter to us. Posting memes may not seem like much, but whatevs? You've enlightened our days with them. And I'm sure irl you have the same positive effect (albeit more intensely) on others.
Is your matter something specific? Or a general "life is pointless" feeling? Either way we can work together to lessen that burden.

If you have a pet then hugging them helps. Taking my dog on a walk helped me a ton.

I don't know you either but like so many others, I care about your wellbeing and happiness. You can talk to any one of us...all of us if you like.
One thing I want you to remember though, never let anyone tell you "so-and-so has it worse"...your feelings are just as valid as anyone else and you matter. It's ok to cry, it's ok to shout...maybe punch a pillow...don't let things build up. Talk to people. Talk to us, friends, a friendly dog (they are the best listeners ;) ) anyone. There are many who will do their best to help.
The last thing I'd like to say is that suicide doesn't stop the sadness, it transfers it to those who care for you.
We are here for you.

Sunflowers, I'm sorry.
Do whatever you usually do to calm yourself down. Watch old vine comps. Your favorite Youtuber. Comment Awards. Hug your pet. Eat ice cream. Dance.

Thank you everyone. I was just hit with an overwhelming wave of sadness and desperation. I will remember your kind words. Thankfully I did not harm myself, I used the crisis text line (for over 2 hours) which you can reach at 741741. It's helped me before and I'm sure it will help anyone who needs it. Thank you all so much. It truly means a lot to me that so many people I've never even met care about me. I've never cried as hard as I did today, but I feel fresh and rejuvenated. I'm going to take a relaxing bath. Peace and love

God bless

I'm so relieved to hear that! I'm really glad for the update, and I hope you do okay. We all care about you and if you need us we are here.

I'm so glad you're okay!

I'm really glad and proud you reach out whenever you feel this way. I'm sorry I wasn't here but I'm so happy the rest of the community got together to help you. You did the right thing calling crisis text line. I love you lots, if you ever need someone to talk to, doesn't have to be when you're sad, here's my email and kik. You're a gorgeous person and I want to make sure you're safe.
Email: [email protected]
Kik: PariQeen

Oh, God, now I'm crying again! You are all so amazingly kind and sweet! I cannot believe how sincere and loving you are. To Paris and Aaron, especially, thank you for extending a virtual hand of support that I can reach out to. To everyone on this chat, thank you so much for making me feel like my life both off and on this site is worth living and meaningful. Thank you so much. Words cannot describe my love towards each and every one of you.

My words can't either so here: <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I sent you an email, @parisqeen. I hope you got it. Sorry to bother you

Aw a love train hahah
Dude you're never bothering me, the only thing that bothers me is when someone walks into my room and leaves the door open when they leave. That's pretty much it.

@sunflowers I just realised I made a mistake in my email! Sorry!
It's [email protected]
Sorryyyyyyyy! Try sending it again to this

Its great that you contact a crisis helpline, really proud. Also, we here at FS are always there with you. You can talk to us about whatever's bothering you, we don't judge and yes, we do care about your well being. That's all I can say, others have covered pretty much everything.
Also, Paris, I don't think sharing your email id online with strangers is a good thing.

What are they gonna do? Spam me? Lol. You can email me if you want Spooky, I wouldn't mind one bit. Also Sunflowers isn't a stranger, they're a friend.

I don't know and with Internet you never know. It's a public website that's why, like anybody can access it. I shared my info with that contact exchange feature.
Anyway, if you don't have any problems then it's not my place to say anything more.

Yeah I don't really care, not many people go out of their way to hack or stalk. Like I could tell you my number and my full name, the dude at the top posted his facebook. Anyways that's my answer.

Oh good that's a relief! My internet crashed and I was a bit anxious. Glad to know you're better!