Talk to multiple people. I went to a therapist and she told me to try not being depressed (not in so many words). Then I tried a psychologist (psychiatrist?) And they wanted to medicate but my job doesn't allow such medications.
Keep talking to different people until you find one that works.
My father tried to commit suicide just over a year ago. Somehow he is still here today. He is in a much better place now. There is hope and there is help. There is always someone out there who cares for you. US National Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-8255.
Keep talking to different people until you find one that works.