At least you know what you shared, however brief, was love and friendship. I’m sorry you had to lose it so soon. When we really love someone we never stop, even if things and other feelings change. You’ll always have her memory and carry her in your heart. Take time to heal but know as your friend and someone who loved you she would want for you to be happy in life, to remember her fondly with a smile and not with hurt and tears, and if she couldn't be with you she’d want for you to find someone as amazing as you to be with you. In this life we can only have moments, some longer than others. You had a beautiful moment, as you are painfully aware life is too short to be miserable for long. Find beauty in the world all around you. She would want that.
Try not to cry
Cry for a week
Try not to cry
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