My anxiety just teams up with my depression and tells me it would be better if I died so no one would have to be bothered by me ever again instead of me annoying everyone I interact with, and when I try to counter it with a "eh, no one cares how i act! “ my depression hits me with an "ever" and I tell it "no, people care" and then I'm stuck in a loop.
Just honestly guys most people aren’t so sympathetic it sucks but it’s true a majority of people give zerofucks if you feel bad about anything just do you no one who doesn't Really like you will come to you because they don’t care to because they don’t care about you so you shouldn’t care about them
I used to have the next stage : "they're only pretending so that you can stay around and keep being their laughing stock. You're so pathetic for thinking anyone could want to talk to you."
Wow I don't miss that.
Wow I don't miss that.