If you felt comfortable you could also open a chat here. I know people would gather to it and you could discuss whatever you wanted to. Or not discuss it
That's fair. Some days are harder than others. And then there's days that just suck Satan's testicles. I'm glad today seems to be going a bit better for you at least :)
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You do matter. And if there's even a small thing I can do I want you to tell me. If that means staying here all night to talk then we can do that. If that means summoning you all day every day until you regret ever getting into my crossbars, I'm not above doing that, either. I may not be able to do much but if I can do something I'm more than willing to try.
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I also think if you're truly feeling suicidal you should call or text someone