So I suffer from PTSD from losing both my parents in a 3 yr time.
Dad Alzheimer’s and dementia
Mom cancer that spread to brain cancer that killed her
So I was prescribed “medicine” to curve my “sad” thoughts.
Pro I feel no sad emotions it blocks the ability to feel it. I tried to even and nothing.
Con it also blocks happy emotions as well. In fact it blocks ALL EMOTIONS!
I turn into a zombie I can’t do a thing but sit and well sit.
So I don’t take them.
I only take them when I have a PTSD attack.
Only upside to that is since I rarely take them it’s like taking them for the first time every time and well the first time you get well it feels like your high as fuck lol.
That is the only “emotion” you feel.
So long story short I know how it feels to not fee anything in a good and bad way.
I hope one day you'll no longer need that medication. Stay strong, but not too strong. Everyone needs help along the way, that's why we built a society.
My doctor told me that most people who get PTSD due to death of loved ones eventually do get over it.
I am praying I do.
My mom always said I was her kind hearted gentle child.
I always assumed she was saying it because I had 5 brothers and no sisters lol.
But My doctor says that my kind heart is what put me like this. I apparently don’t handle heart break well.
So luckily I’m Ace lol God knows what would of happen to me as a teen dating lol
Dad Alzheimer’s and dementia
Mom cancer that spread to brain cancer that killed her
So I was prescribed “medicine” to curve my “sad” thoughts.
Pro I feel no sad emotions it blocks the ability to feel it. I tried to even and nothing.
Con it also blocks happy emotions as well. In fact it blocks ALL EMOTIONS!
I turn into a zombie I can’t do a thing but sit and well sit.
So I don’t take them.
I only take them when I have a PTSD attack.
Only upside to that is since I rarely take them it’s like taking them for the first time every time and well the first time you get well it feels like your high as fuck lol.
That is the only “emotion” you feel.
So long story short I know how it feels to not fee anything in a good and bad way.
I am praying I do.
My mom always said I was her kind hearted gentle child.
I always assumed she was saying it because I had 5 brothers and no sisters lol.
But My doctor says that my kind heart is what put me like this. I apparently don’t handle heart break well.
So luckily I’m Ace lol God knows what would of happen to me as a teen dating lol