I cannot describe how painfully scary it is

I like to support myself on the bars with my arms in front of me, sort of leaning into them,from the top of the stairs, and sort of take a few steps down til my arms are a lil up from horizontal and even with my body and not in front of me, then sorta swing down, and clear the rest of the stair case in one jump swing thing. If i mess up the landing I just do the rooftop roll, pop up and keep walking in one fluid motion. My record is clearing 9 out of 12 steps (not counting ground level as a step); that one I def had to roll tho, just because to clear it horizontally I had to kinda tuck my legs up so I didn't try to land on a step and trip.