Area 51 6 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
Consume the flesh of their victims?
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You are a beautiful loaf of garlic bread 4 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
Hah, I look like some hella ugly bread at the moment. The version of me I see in my dreams, and rarely get a glance of in my reflection, however...
God, I wish that were me all the time, honestly.
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I wouldn't say new, more of a fresh start, as a less controversal user.
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God, I wish that were me all the time, honestly.
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I wouldn't say new, more of a fresh start, as a less controversal user.
It's been a while. How are you feeling fellas? Wanna get something out of your chest? 16 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
I still blame myself for each and every mistake I've made in the past.
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I blame myself for my own trauma, and other people's actions, because I feel as though I deserved them.
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It's been peaceful for a while now, it's not what I'm used to. I always expect people to lash out at me. I always flinch at things, expecting punishment. Even when someone goes to shake my hand, I back away in fear.
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I blame myself for my own trauma, and other people's actions, because I feel as though I deserved them.
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It's been peaceful for a while now, it's not what I'm used to. I always expect people to lash out at me. I always flinch at things, expecting punishment. Even when someone goes to shake my hand, I back away in fear.
It's been a while. How are you feeling fellas? Wanna get something out of your chest? 16 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
My mental health isn't really getting any better.
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One of my friends is suffering with her depression, and I'm worried for her, because she doesn't want to talk about it.
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My dysphoria's been pretty bad recently too. Everything just feels like I'm in a limbo, just stale and dull. I don't have enough money to do what I want, nor can I work to increase my funds.
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Also I've been getting a lot of headaches recently, despite not having any in probably over a year.
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Good news is that my mom is taking me more seriously when I tell her about my internal struggles, and she's started to use neutral pronouns towards me, at my request. It's taken a long time to get through to her.
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One of my friends is suffering with her depression, and I'm worried for her, because she doesn't want to talk about it.
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My dysphoria's been pretty bad recently too. Everything just feels like I'm in a limbo, just stale and dull. I don't have enough money to do what I want, nor can I work to increase my funds.
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Also I've been getting a lot of headaches recently, despite not having any in probably over a year.
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Good news is that my mom is taking me more seriously when I tell her about my internal struggles, and she's started to use neutral pronouns towards me, at my request. It's taken a long time to get through to her.
