Movie is called DEATHGASM . Look it up, you won't regret it 4 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
Same, except it's not me and someone else, it's me and myself like, 10 minutes later
Sometimes I'll be sitting in my rainbow pastel thigh highs, bright red skirt and striped arm warmers feeling happy, and other times I'll be dressed almost all in black, browsing the internet for knives.
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My mom doesn't think I have a personality disorder, but she does think that my personality drastically changes from one moment to the next. I'm inclined to agree.
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Sometimes I'll be sitting in my rainbow pastel thigh highs, bright red skirt and striped arm warmers feeling happy, and other times I'll be dressed almost all in black, browsing the internet for knives.
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My mom doesn't think I have a personality disorder, but she does think that my personality drastically changes from one moment to the next. I'm inclined to agree.
F**ked up!!!! 9 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
I know this is probably about a relationship or whatever, but I get this.
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The tap of a walking stick, someone raising their voice and getting angry at a child, or the scent of any unwashed human can set me off, and the flood of suppressed memories comes rushing back. It always leads me back to blaming myself for my shitty childhood, because the last thing he screamed at me was "EVERYTHING IS YOUR FUCKING FAULT".
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God, I wish I could just forget it all.
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The tap of a walking stick, someone raising their voice and getting angry at a child, or the scent of any unwashed human can set me off, and the flood of suppressed memories comes rushing back. It always leads me back to blaming myself for my shitty childhood, because the last thing he screamed at me was "EVERYTHING IS YOUR FUCKING FAULT".
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God, I wish I could just forget it all.
Modern problems require woke solutions 5 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
Eh, I find that I prefer gay or bi characters, even if they don't have much backstory, because even a little queer rep is good.
It's nice to see them represented in media, because in the town I live, there's nothing when it comes to pride.
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It's nice to see them represented in media, because in the town I live, there's nothing when it comes to pride.
correct 2 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
Paxiti has such a good art style, and I aspire to be as good at art as they are one day.
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Yay or nay? 33 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
For 10k a month, i'd let her do literally anything.
Hell, she could be a vampire that wants my blood and I'd let her.
I love shopping and money.
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Hell, she could be a vampire that wants my blood and I'd let her.
I love shopping and money.
Are you afraid of the dark? 24 comments
Brown is a boring color, until you get em in the light that is 19 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
I'm the only one in my family without plain brown eyes.
I have central heterochromia, and mine are aqua blue with a kinda olive-y colour in the middle.
Honestly, they're one of the few traits I've always liked about myself.
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I have central heterochromia, and mine are aqua blue with a kinda olive-y colour in the middle.
Honestly, they're one of the few traits I've always liked about myself.
Did you just identify my species 16 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
Ever since I was a young kid, I thought that being perfectly androgynous would be hella cool.
Being free from gender roles was one thing I always wanted, and I just wanted be seen as *majestic* and *intimidating* as an adult.
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Being free from gender roles was one thing I always wanted, and I just wanted be seen as *majestic* and *intimidating* as an adult.
Don't judge me too hard 2 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
*MAYBE RED'S LIKE ROSES, MAYBE IT'S THE POOL OF BLOOD
THE INNOCENTS WILL LAY IN WHEN IN THE END YOU FAIL TO SAVE THEM*
THE INNOCENTS WILL LAY IN WHEN IN THE END YOU FAIL TO SAVE THEM*
Sad n*gga hours 4 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
Obviously nobody's gonna ask me to be their boyfriend.
Because I'm not a dude lmao
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But VR is an amazing thing, so all the others could come true.
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Because I'm not a dude lmao
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But VR is an amazing thing, so all the others could come true.
Quod probat Omnissiah 14 comments
The asian one wore it better 8 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
Strangely, I wasn't. I actually find flatter chests more aesthetically pleasing, so I prefer to stare at those.
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yes 4 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
Honestly, Redditors can be pretty pathetic at times.
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I say that as if I don't have 6 accounts...
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I say that as if I don't have 6 accounts...
Stronk 3 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
The AI in L4D2 sucks. There's been a few times where they just stand above me, watching me slowly die, but do fuck all, despite there not even being any zombies nearby.
Nick especially, that bastard. He just watches the life ebb away and *heals himself*.
Nick especially, that bastard. He just watches the life ebb away and *heals himself*.
Not ok 4 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
Exactly!
I usually have Bonetrousel tho, because my younger brother had Megalovania as his alarm before I'd gotten into Undertale.
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I usually have Bonetrousel tho, because my younger brother had Megalovania as his alarm before I'd gotten into Undertale.
Not ok 4 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
The only thing that wakes me currently is violently loud Megalovania or Spider Dance played right next to my head.
Or pain, that works too.
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Or pain, that works too.
What's Your Song? 3 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
Lorekeeper Zinnia's Battle Theme.
I'm just at the point now where it sounds good again.
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I'm just at the point now where it sounds good again.
Life is pain, life is dark 5 comments
Let the hunger games begin 5 comments
lydia
· 4 years ago
Hey, it's all about who it's attached to.
Guys can be gross at times.
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As I said before, everyone has their own preferences, nobody is forced to date trans people.
Guys can be gross at times.
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As I said before, everyone has their own preferences, nobody is forced to date trans people.
and sometimes I don't feel like I deserve those things, but I know that the person I will one day become does.