I have ptsd as well, mostly certain knives are my main trigger but also certain body-typed women and redheads can also trigger me. I do have a psychiatrist as well as I had a friend from an online support group until he died of brain cancer in 2016 I also lost my other main support that year also. I stay strong for my kid I'm all he has.

In my case it was fear for the welfare of two kids after law enforcement got involved, sitting on a gurney in the emergency room bleeding in fifteen places from various knife cuts and having a whopper of a panic attack while talking to two state police and a social worker. My family standing with me after the truth was out and defending me for the fact I didn't retaliate against the attack and chose to take the abuse to keep two kids from becoming the victims. It's not an easy feat nor is it one that can be done alone or one recovered from in a short time, August makes 8 years I still have nightmares, still have anxiety attacks at the sight of serrated blade knives, still haven't let another woman into my life. Still feel broken.

It's not always guys, women can also have the same perversion.

A few different kinds do, I have a couple of them, plus I have one or two that lay a shade of blue egg.

I had the hercules one on pc as a kid, widows 95/98 era, pre-internet too.

You'd be surprised.

His girlfriend or whatever drove him, the judge ask who drove him and he said that to the judge (which I imagine had the lawyer facepalm so hard it broke windows) three things to never do in a courtroom, disrespect anyone, dress like shit, argue with the judge/lawyer/defendant/plaintiff.

Yeah, he used to be an employee of mine, had a tendency to puff on the damn thing right beside the front door of the store and blow the vapor towards anyone approaching him, after three warnings about that and giving me a face full once, I fired him on the spot (smoking area is a bench 25 feet from the front doors and 30 feet from the fuel pumps, plus its just incredibly rude to blow smoke/vapor into people's faces) About a month later I heard about the thing detonating on him.