I think you should put more faith in people. Because while you might think you're just dragging them down, they think that they're lifting you up. And when you give up on them, it feels like you don't trust them, or their ability to help you. So, what I say, is let someone try.
Well then, you must not have not come across the right person yet. But trust me, it will happen, and when it does, let them in. Because if they care for you in the same way I care for my girlfriend, they'll want to stay to help you and love you for the amazing person that I'm sure you are. You need only let them
You'll find somebody when you least expect it. I met Lexi by accident just by posting a comment that she found cute, and out of nowhere, we were dating. Something like this will likely happen to you. You won't see it coming, it will just happen, and you'll be profoundly happy about it. So just keep on going, living your life as you always have, and you'll do just fine :)
I'm sad for many reasons thankfully friends isn't one of them. I know plenty of people who think the same way, that they'll drag down happy people or what not, what you dont realize is the opposite effect happens as well. being around happy people make you happy.
I'll just try and find someone who is anti social and likes to read books all the time so we can read and be unsocial and gossip about people together forever and ever
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Hi.
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Have you ever heard of Visual Kei/Kay/Kae?