I don't know whether ya'll still follow this or not but she's on a tear tonight and it's making me anxious. She threw my bag the instant she got home and hit her dog with it, and has been throwing shit out of the fridge since. She just finished and has been out on the back porch since.
I'm fine, I'm just essentially freaking the fuck out internally. He knows how she's being. I asked him if he was coming home tonight, he works full time fire and part ambulance so he often works 24 hours, and he said he was. He asked why I asked and I said because she's pissy tonight, all before she started throwing stuff, then she started throwing shit and he responded that it was her time of the month and then I replied with what I said above about her throwing stuff and he said he was on his way home.
I can't fucking live in this hell hole but i can't leave because if I do then I have to leave my brother and sister behind with an emotionally unstable psycho. I can't protect them if I leave and this is all just tearing me apart.
Are you alright?