I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge

I dont sleep much

I was doing the same but now I have a puppy thay doesn't let me sleep.

Finding something you can just throw yourself into helps immensely. Once you find something you want to do sleeping constantly doesn't sound as good

Oh, god, it gave me insomnia. I went three years on two to four hours of sleep per night and all I wanted to do....

I either sleep too much or not enough

Sleeping is the only moment when you're safe from people hurting.

My coping mechanism is reading. I read and read and read, and when I'm not reading, I fantasize about the book. And reading. And finding out what's next in the book. And crying if the series ended. I don't even have the energy to care at all about my own life, I'm just too invested in a fantasy that won't come to relief. I am in physical pain!

I switch of from mindless YouTube videos to sleeping. Sleeping is my favorite thing to do. It's the only place I'm happy :)