So... you'd like to be turned into bio-goop for a while and reform yourself into something that is so fragile if a person pushed you you'd probably never fly right again?
And gets eaten by a bird. Or a frog. Or just about any one of the innumerable things bigger than it. Or killed because it's pretty and put in a collection.
That and you'd be hunted down by spiders.
And spiders would be bigger than you.