And to other people, you're the secret mission they found but doesn't want to play after reading the instructions and realizing it's too much damn work for such a small reward, so instead of actually just doing it, they actively avoid that quest until they have no other choice but to do it, and even then they are reluctant and averse to having anything to do with it. Then they eventually find another, better quest, even though they promised that they loved that first quest above all else, and whores around with the new quest instead of just confronting you about it, until you have to find out from your friends that the player plays another quest on the side, and then you're left heartbroken with nothing to do but confront them about it.
And to others you are a pet who they don't want but refuse to abandon which only makes you feel worse because you both know you're terrible and that you're being pitied.
*reads wiki on how to finish quest*
Fuck this
*abandons quest and kills npc who gave it to them*