Move schools now. You'll be so much happier if you do. I promise. You don't want to leave your friends now, but in the coming years they'll drop you without a thought. Leave as friends rather than as a nobody.
Trust me
I actually have this email chain going with my "older self". I can choose the amount of years that'll pass before I receive the email, the last one I got was when I was 17, It's really nice to see how I've changed and how my past self is encouraging my future/present self.
I tink I've got one of those in transit. Can't remember when I sent it, or even what I said.
But I won't see it until I'm in my 20s... Which is just a few years off, considering I'm 17.
That'll be cool to see how you've changed. I never remember what I wrote until I read it, even then sometimes it feels like it's from a different person.
I dunno. It's not like I can study it, as it's impossible to strike up an active conversation with my past or future self. So really all I'm left to work with is a ghost of my past self and ideas of my future self.
Well I can't say I like my current self. But I can say I prefer my current self to my past self, as past me was a fucking idiot.
and I can also say that getting a visit from future me would be aggravating, as it is in human nature to assume the current version of oneself is the final version. So seeing that as truly, indisputable false would lead to a speculative not-so-friendly encounter with a future version of me.
I can literally only speculate. But with logical speculation, I can assume I would be wholefully pissed off by a conversation with a past or future version of me.
Haha, I get the past self thing cause as you grow and learn you realise how much you wish you knew when you were younger. However, personally I like the idea that I am still going to change, I know this isn't my 'final version' and I don't want it to be. I don't think I'll ever have a final version tbh cause as long as I'm alive I'll be learning knew things.
I get that, nice that it'll probably never happen so you don't have to worry about it.
Yeah true enough. I know I'm not a final version. I never will be.
But I also know how, even in the present I fight with myself a lot. Having an exchange with a future or past version of myself would probably lead to more shouting than spoiled kid arguing with his parents
Oh I'd love to! But my self esteem is frankly dreadful.
Regardless, now is a bad time to be talking about such things. As it's now 3am for me and I haven't gotten any sleep yet.
No wonder I my future self hates me so much, I do shit like this all the time.
No worries, you can always do something to improve yourself though. Even a lil bit. Maybe start with going to bed earlier ahaha You're pretty rad as you are so you can only get better from here
An English professor I had when taking college courses had us write a letter to our teenage self to give advice or ask questions and she personally emailed me to compliment mine because the opening line was, "Good God, you're an idiot," and the whole paper was just me roasting my teenage self.
"Look dude you don't need a girlfriend. You need a beating, you brat."
Trust me
But I won't see it until I'm in my 20s... Which is just a few years off, considering I'm 17.
I change a lot for not having changed at all.
I don't know why. But any me aside from present me just piss me off for some reason.
and I can also say that getting a visit from future me would be aggravating, as it is in human nature to assume the current version of oneself is the final version. So seeing that as truly, indisputable false would lead to a speculative not-so-friendly encounter with a future version of me.
I can literally only speculate. But with logical speculation, I can assume I would be wholefully pissed off by a conversation with a past or future version of me.
I get that, nice that it'll probably never happen so you don't have to worry about it.
But I also know how, even in the present I fight with myself a lot. Having an exchange with a future or past version of myself would probably lead to more shouting than spoiled kid arguing with his parents
Regardless, now is a bad time to be talking about such things. As it's now 3am for me and I haven't gotten any sleep yet.
No wonder I my future self hates me so much, I do shit like this all the time.
Gonna go to bed now. Knight night.
"Look dude you don't need a girlfriend. You need a beating, you brat."