I see your point, I wrote a lot of classic poetry back in the days but I thought a broken rythm fitted better what I wanted to say.
also for scansion, I remember paying attention to that in Latine class but I have doubts about the prononciation and accentuations of a lot of words in English so I would have to check the number of syllables in them and I was really not in the mood for that, I just needed to put words on my feelings.
Haha don't worry I'm a bit of a drama queen when I write but it's not even about love... When I wrote that I was thinking about a friend who always hid behind masks and I was frustrated and disappointed at myself because I followed him in that meaningless game. He tried a lot to prove that he's smart (which I don't doubt but mainly don't care about) and most of the time we're talking memes and stuff like that, and while it's hilarious and we had a great time, we're reducing our personalities to that. I'd like to take a step back and have a real, deep and meaningful conversation to really know each other.
(A great friend who I don't talk to anymore bc of his jealous girlfriend made me totally addicted to honesty and discussions about life, death, feelings... hence this text)
Dont feel lonely, I understand how this may hurt because I have gone through such a thing myself but my friend here was a female and we dont even talk now. It's more painful when friendships end than love. It's okay, you will get over it. All of my love and strength to you.
... wow. This is truly nothing to be ashamed about. Your words are at the same time soft like a river and violent, that's incredible. It gives the impression of a boiling fire beneath a smooth surface. I love it.
Oh my god y'all are way too nice!! I didn't reply to everyone but I'm sincerely touched by all these comments (and not even ashamed anymore^^). And damn that's what I like about writing poetry too, to me words are a way to tame violent feelings and I'm so, so glad you felt this in my text! Maybe the background helps giving an impression of calm too.
also for scansion, I remember paying attention to that in Latine class but I have doubts about the prononciation and accentuations of a lot of words in English so I would have to check the number of syllables in them and I was really not in the mood for that, I just needed to put words on my feelings.
(A great friend who I don't talk to anymore bc of his jealous girlfriend made me totally addicted to honesty and discussions about life, death, feelings... hence this text)