I'm bitter about the course my career is taking after getting so close to joining the elite.
It's so tempting to fall in line and sham out my contract until I can fuck off like the rest of the section is doing, but however much damage being angry will do, I fear I couldn't live with myself if I gave up on being the best.
So I'm instead trying to channel my spite and anger towards training, and fully intend to do the right thing and maintain standards and discipline until I can take another shot at being better. I'll keep trying until I die or win.
Unfortunately, the impression I've got of my new unit tells me that this may not be a popular course of action.
Fortunately, I'm used to being on my own.
Tell her I said hi (irl I mean, not on fs)
It's so tempting to fall in line and sham out my contract until I can fuck off like the rest of the section is doing, but however much damage being angry will do, I fear I couldn't live with myself if I gave up on being the best.
So I'm instead trying to channel my spite and anger towards training, and fully intend to do the right thing and maintain standards and discipline until I can take another shot at being better. I'll keep trying until I die or win.
Unfortunately, the impression I've got of my new unit tells me that this may not be a popular course of action.
Fortunately, I'm used to being on my own.