I don't know exactly what it is with me but I prefer older women (right now I'm 22), something like 25 to 35... I know it's not a fetish but damn, it makes me question my sanity
Why do you think there's something wrong with you?
It's not even uncommon in your age. The psychology behind this is that you're looking for experience, as women your age are often as new in the 'business' as you are.
We all have our kinks and some of them change or alter over time. Relax, embrace it and live it. There are only these few years for you on this planet, so go and rock them!
Older women are great. They enjoy your youth, you enjoy their experience. It's a win-win. Pro-tip, if you have a large airport near you, the hotel bars around those airports are a good spot to find older women who you have a shot with. There are usually career-focused business women there that may not actively be looking to hook up, but would be open to the possibility... and they have a room... in the building. Even if you don't hook up with one, you might get some good life/business advice, so it's really a no-loss scenario... unless you're really creepy.
It's not even uncommon in your age. The psychology behind this is that you're looking for experience, as women your age are often as new in the 'business' as you are.
We all have our kinks and some of them change or alter over time. Relax, embrace it and live it. There are only these few years for you on this planet, so go and rock them!