My cat Allen who I accidentally taught to be an emotional support animal give me kisses when he sees I need cheering up. He never gives kisses he hates kisses. But he knows how happy I get when he gives them.since my mom died 2 days ago he is none stop giving me kisses. It's extremely sweet but there is an amount of kisses that is just to much lol
Well I try to distract myself as much as possible. And it was working. Till yesterday my husband said I got my first gray hair. I told him to pluck it to show me. He gave it to me and first thing that flashed in my head was to call Mom and tell her I guess I can't tell people I am only 27 anymore (really I'm cough37cough) than this morning I realized I didn't cry but for 4 hours. Than I thought what if mom thinks I don't live her as much as I love Dad because I cried more for him.
So I am just hanging on moment by moment.
I'm so sorry - and grieving is never the same in ny experience. Give yourself time. Also, I just turned 38 and have several grey hairs, so you are not alone in that...
I’m 18 with almost all grey hairs. just celebrate your uniqueness when it’s a good day and on bad days use it as an excuse to go to bed early! That’s what I do at least
Give yourself some time, it hasn't been long and you have to process all of this before you can even start grieving. I'm sure your mum would love you regardless of how you grieve, you can't compare love between family.
My dog sneezes every time he rolls on to his back! And he’ll just keep sneezing until he’s upright again, because of this getting to pet his belly is a rare and snotty treat
So I am just hanging on moment by moment.