Thank you so infinitely much for posting this. Tbh actually crying as I write this because this reminded me of how far I've come and how much I've grown since earlier this year. This really hit home. Damn son .-.
Please stay with us. As someone who may not have attempted suicide but sure thought about it plenty, months after it, I can tell you I'm so much happier now. Within a three month time period, my whole life changed. I found real love, I don't harm myself anymore (I don't even want to), I'm generally much happier, and I'm no longer body conscious, which really ran rampant in my mind from when I was pretty young. Seeing this post and realizing how worth it it was not to do anything to myself made me bawl for like half an hour...its so worth it. Please stay strong and stay with us. If you wanna talk to me at all or anyone else who can offer support, I can start a chat. Of course, only if you want me to.
There's no meaning. I've been screwed over so hard so many times and I've tried my best to be a loving caring person and I can't stand it when I get run over by people I care about. I believe in heaven and I just want to go there because I know then, someone will love me forever
Hey, don't talk like that. You're what, 15, 16? That's still plenty of time to recuperate and get your life back on track. I know how easy it is to just lie down and give up but love, that is no way to live. I get that you maybe don't WANT to live anymore, but it's worth it. I know that people are dicks and they hurt you bad. But other people, like the FS family and our SPN family, care for you. Nobody wants to see you gone. WE will love you forever. WE care about you. And hell if I know that's not a lot but it's what keeps me going. You know what I'm thankful for? My SPN family. My friends. The people who I give that ability to hurt me but trust them with it because I love them. You need to be willing to be hurt in order to not get hurt. If that makes any sort of sense. But do you see what I'm saying, love? I really truly do understand, right this second, what you're feeling. But carry on my wayward son, there'll be peace when you are done. Lay your weary head to rest, don't you cry
I'm 17 now... My birthday was a few days ago and I've been fighting suicidal thoughts for 5 years. I don't have any friends. But thanks, i'm glad you guys care about me
Happy Birthday, love. But I'm in the same exact boat. 5 years of shit. But you know what keeps me going? Jensen. Jared. My cat. My 10 year old brother. My books. My escapes. My friends. You just Always Keep Fighting, okay? It's important.
Staying and going to college and getting rid of the two most toxic people in my life that I once thought I couldn't live without were the best things that could have ever happened. Getting to the point of thinking that the only way out is suicide is one of the worst things, and I would never wish it upon anyone. There are people who will genuinely care and love you and will do anything to keep you alive. Don't give up. Stay here and become the person you needed when you felt like you were alone.
Don't you cry no more. Always keep fighting, my dear, becuase you're worth so much more than you can ever believe.
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