It's really depressing. I used to write down all my little thoughts I'd like to ask someone until something happened to my computer. I believe I had over ten thousand words after a month or so.
No, I lost them, and I didn't really feel like starting again. They were everything from my feelings on a fanfiction, my love of Alice x Bella, to ponderings of morality, religion, and life to Naruto thoughts. I started after my brother moved out, and I didn't have anyone to talk to about that stuff. I might be able to find screenshots of it, and I'll link them if I can.
I couldn't find any screenshots of the file, but I did find a few random notes strewn about that were even more depressing. I found a list I made last year of everyone I knew and exactly why they were horrible and/or didn't care. I kinda regret my tendency to write something and then immediately delete it. It would be neat to see all of my thoughts back then even if we weren't so different. I remember everyone on the list still and all the reasons even without reading it.
Oh, that is really depressing. Somehow I feel your pain. Are those people still in your life?
And I found a book where I wrote all my sad thoughts about losing my mom and my rocky childhood in over a year ago.
I used to be like this but I eventually found a few very trustworthy people to love and talk to.
Be patience and remember that you are indeed worth having friends and that will eventually find them if you keep looking.
And I found a book where I wrote all my sad thoughts about losing my mom and my rocky childhood in over a year ago.
Are you doing ok right now, @spiderwoman ?
Be patience and remember that you are indeed worth having friends and that will eventually find them if you keep looking.
Oh well.