I've met a lot of special people. One called me an abomination, one had a boyfriend, one got bored pretty quickly, and one called me a sociopath. I'm sure I'm forgetting others, but those are the main ones.
Hopefully you picked yourself up and learned more about you each time! You can't trust everyone's judgement, but hearing it gives you a little window of stark insight that can help you avoid the wrong people or learn to strengthen yourself.
I don't trust anyone's judgement really. I only take my own judgements with a grain of salt. I actually don't want to strengthen myself. I'm waiting to get weaker actually. Or stronger depending on your view of it.
Mmm, you have The Curse. You're smart as sh*t, so you figured out that life is kinda fundamentally pointless but you haven't experienced enough of the layers of good to see why to stay. It's not easy. I hope part of you can grasp that you are at a rough, lonely time but that, if you hang on, your circumstances will change and later you'll be a laughing, singing, happy goofball.
Things always improve after a dozen shots or so. As for being disatachemented, I try to stay as objective as possible when I'm not making jokes. My own opinion or beliefs have no place in the discussion of facts, and I will only reference them when it is clear that it is indeed just my opinion.
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