I think I might be the one who turned strange.
All the people I used to hang out with seem to be the same as back in high school. They've accused me of being too intense, in too big of a hurry to burn out. But I've always wanted to be the best, and the only way to do that is to go out and train, and volunteer for every school, every exercise, anything to help me grow.
I learned how to kill, I learned how to heal, but that ain't enough. I need to be the best killer, nothing less is acceptable for going to war. And I need to be the best healer, America's sons and daughters deserve the best.
So yeah, it's rough. But they're bouncing between dead-end jobs, playing video games, and smoking dope. While I'm making something of myself, getting ready to go out and do work that will matter.
So don't be afraid to become a stranger, and if your friends are turning strange, it just might be for the best.
It's kinda like a break up tbh. When the guy with whom I used to spend 17+ hours a day for 4 fucking years and who used 1 of his 4 yearly days back to the country to be with me doesn't reply to an email, that's soul crushing. I still love him -as a friend, as a brother- but clearly he wasn't as invested as I was in this friendship. However, I'm with honey, it's probably for the best, I'm not living a lie anymore and I'm still really glad we met because we both grew thanks to each other.
All the people I used to hang out with seem to be the same as back in high school. They've accused me of being too intense, in too big of a hurry to burn out. But I've always wanted to be the best, and the only way to do that is to go out and train, and volunteer for every school, every exercise, anything to help me grow.
I learned how to kill, I learned how to heal, but that ain't enough. I need to be the best killer, nothing less is acceptable for going to war. And I need to be the best healer, America's sons and daughters deserve the best.
So yeah, it's rough. But they're bouncing between dead-end jobs, playing video games, and smoking dope. While I'm making something of myself, getting ready to go out and do work that will matter.
So don't be afraid to become a stranger, and if your friends are turning strange, it just might be for the best.