All my life I was there for kids younger than me, for injured animals, for elderly relatives, for injured friends emotional and physical, for my dear husband who suffers from all sorts of after math of the mental and physical abuse he suffered as a child.
But when I found myself needing help for the depression I went through and the loss of my Dad and other close relatives I find myself looking for my own answers to help myself. I grieve and suffer in silence because those around me don't know how to help others they only know how to receive help.
I do not blame them I do blame myself for not finding someone who is like me. A giver so that when one of us were to break the other would be there to pick up the pieces.
Maybe I will be rewarded one day when I come to an end. I just know no matter what I will not give up helping those who need me. Even if I myself is broken.
I have hope that all givers do the same.
If that's really who you are, let me tell you that when all this ends you will never be forgotten, NEVER! just trust in the One that gives you that way of caring.
@mrscollector you just keep being you sweetie. Sometimes we are appreciated, sometimes we have to live off the knowledge that we are doing good even if it isn't recognized. Givers gotta give - I'm one too.
@mrscollector I'm a giver too. I had a difficult time and everyone either ran away or told me to just get over it. Needless to say I'm very open anymore. I'm sorry for your loss and I hope you find someone (a friend) who you can turn to when you need help.
Been there, done that. I was in a bad place when I joined funsub and all of you were there for me. I realized that everyone here is a giver and it is the fact that we all keep giving is what keeps us strong together. So that, when one giver needs to take, there are others. I really love y'all.
But when I found myself needing help for the depression I went through and the loss of my Dad and other close relatives I find myself looking for my own answers to help myself. I grieve and suffer in silence because those around me don't know how to help others they only know how to receive help.
I do not blame them I do blame myself for not finding someone who is like me. A giver so that when one of us were to break the other would be there to pick up the pieces.
Maybe I will be rewarded one day when I come to an end. I just know no matter what I will not give up helping those who need me. Even if I myself is broken.
I have hope that all givers do the same.