It's nearing 2020 and you still just a broke, borderline alcoholic, fat shit

Ah. 8 year old me, in the calm before the storm. Before I got my PTSD, OCD or Depression.
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When life was good, I had a stable, middle-class family.
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3 years later, it would all come crashing down.

At least I'm not fat.

Well... I'm not an alcoholic, at least. Can't stand the stuff.

This hurt me