See I will be spending my apocalypse in a bunker with hot cocoa lol I plan that if end of world happens and I survive I will be making sure my life is comfy and away from everyone. Well unless my family life's. Than I guess they can come to. But they better stick to their side of the bunker.
A boat in the darkness away from any land, the sky is bright from the milky way and moon. That's my relaxing. No thank you to running, except away from my problems ...
This is a different loneliness.
A sort of apocalyptic loneliness