I'd try to be a superhero, then fail and make a complete ass of myself and go into hiding in an underground bunker where I'd live off pot-noodle and cry
If I could choose my superpower, then I wouldnt be a villain. But if I couldn't choose and was given something like immortal hyper assassin, then I guess what I would be doing wouldn't be so heroic, but neither that evil
Then maybe become defender of humanity.
Oh wait-