Well, so do I.
But what are the chances of someone getting into 4 abusive relationships in a row and having no blame? And the so-called 'abusers' getting into perfectly healthy relationships after it all ends.
She's lied to me about simple things and tried to convince me that the information I have is wrong. Recently she tried to get me to take my medication 5 hours early, by lying to me about the time. She also tried everything to convince me to let her stay in charge of my meds, despite me being an adult. She always added extra and I always took them, but I've been told by some friends that a lot of her behaviours aren't normal.
Can I go somewhere I know but no one knows me?
If I go somewhere I don't know I won't have no worries I will worry alot about not knowing where I am.
So if I am somewhere where I know where I am but no one knows me than that be sweet.
But nobody knows me so I can explore familiar places and see things I didn't see the last time I was there and be happy because I won't have to worry about where to eat where to sleep the cost. I can be just happy and have fun and not care about what the people around me think cuz they don't know me and probably won't see me ever again or at least for a very long ass time they will probably forget me. It's like going to Hawaii once a year and even though you go to the same hotel and eat at the same restaurants no one will remember you cuz it's been over a year since they saw you. That is total Bliss. I hate not knowing where I am I hate going places at spur of the moment not knowing anything about where I'm going that will give me a lot of worries and the trip is supposed to give you no worries so I'll take a place that I've already been but nobody knows me there
No that's like returning to a vacation that you've already been to before but this time you'll go to things that you missed the last time. is it going to rain in your neighborhood and not talking to anyone is different because they can see you and you were worried about what they think about you cuz they know you.
I don't particularly need one at the moment, but I wouldn't say no.
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· 4 years ago
The idea to escape something inside yourself by going to some other place will lead to a very substantial disappointment. Of course you need to escape an abusive situation, but that's not the same at all.
please.
god, please.
But what are the chances of someone getting into 4 abusive relationships in a row and having no blame? And the so-called 'abusers' getting into perfectly healthy relationships after it all ends.
She's lied to me about simple things and tried to convince me that the information I have is wrong. Recently she tried to get me to take my medication 5 hours early, by lying to me about the time. She also tried everything to convince me to let her stay in charge of my meds, despite me being an adult. She always added extra and I always took them, but I've been told by some friends that a lot of her behaviours aren't normal.
If I go somewhere I don't know I won't have no worries I will worry alot about not knowing where I am.
So if I am somewhere where I know where I am but no one knows me than that be sweet.