Can't help it

Yes.

Right meow

Yeah

Oh boy do I!
[no joke though, this plummet is going to be particularly bad... fuck]

literally just my life loool

Yup. Then I smile more and it goes away.

Yeah, I'm pretty sure there's a German word for that.

Welcome to my bipolar (II) life. It's all in waves. Good waves, bad waves, all kid of waves.