i:
sleep way too little despite staying up until 1 or 2
vary between eating a lot and eating nothing bc of dnd
disinterested and forget everything
will start drawing at 2 and suddenly its 4
and avoid conversations about trans people with my parents.
whoops
You know what the other problem with this is? Once we determine it IS getting bad again, we've got nowhere to go from there.
Like, okay, I see that its getting bad. I'm aware the badness is intensifying. Now what do I do about it?
I'm less in a state of "its getting bad again" and more in a state of "it was extremely bad really recently and i'm still recovering after the improvements started." I've literally no idea how I even got to that point past just sticking to the people I love and employing distracts when the problematic things in the brain arrived
sleep way too little despite staying up until 1 or 2
vary between eating a lot and eating nothing bc of dnd
disinterested and forget everything
will start drawing at 2 and suddenly its 4
and avoid conversations about trans people with my parents.
whoops
Damn...
Actually, thinking about it, I’ve always done those...
Like, okay, I see that its getting bad. I'm aware the badness is intensifying. Now what do I do about it?