I didn't even see the person in the corner at first

That's no person

This is painfully true

Idk man where you banging the chick in the corner or the demon in the shadows? Cause idk if either is worth it

You may be on the wrong medication. If you haven’t, speak to a doctor. There are many different medications and combinations and they don’t all work the same for everyone. Finding a balance between dosages and prescriptions that have the desired effect but have sides you can handle is what often puts people off to medication. But if you can’t deal with the side effects you’re unlikely to consistently take your meds. Sadly some people try many options and can’t find their “glass slipper” so most choose the least of two evils for them. Sorry to hear about your troubles, and I hope you can either find something that works better for you, or with combined treatment can get down to a dose where side effects are more manageable.

Depends on the meds and the disorder. I empathize with you, and wishing you the best